Pomegranatey

Okay I like you. you’re a good person but I’m just going to rant about you now. you are such a stupid ass. i dont know what the hell goes on in your head. i dont know what makes you think i would ever take you back. if you cared about me, you would have waiting for me. when i told you im ready when im ready, you were supposed to immediately respond and say im ready when you’re ready. and that you wanted to go out with me and you woundnt complain about not getting the attention that you want. and of course i wanted you to ask me to homecoming. we went to the other two school dances together and i still like you but no you just looooooove taking breaks and dating other girls. so you went ahead and decided that you would ask julia, one of my closest friends to homecoming instead. its so fucking pathetic. it just makes it even more pathetic how alike we are she can be my fucking twin god dammit even my others friends said it. if you still like me, and you say you’re not going to give up on me, then why would you try to start a different relationship? to me it seems like you gave up completely. you stupid fucking whiny little girl. im still pissed that you had to pull me out of the pep ralley i was having fun with my friends at to go talk to me for an hour. im so pissed that when i was leaning on you at the swim meet you had your eyes on her the whole time. i can understand i guess. she is beautiful. she is so cute. she is so fashionable and funny and likeable. guys never like me. i’ve only had 2 guys like me in my life and the rest were a few nerdy creeps. no guy is ever going to like me. im not hot. i only try to be cute. i dont have high self confidence. and the worst part is im so weak that i dont doubt that i would take you back. maybe you’ll grow up by then. i hate you. i love you. im crying. i cant believe it. i dont even know if i want to go to homecoming to see you dance with her. now im just going with my friend. because we both dont have dates. i dont even feel worthy of dating her she can be a model. if you said that you would wait. if you said you didnt want anybody else. if you admitted your foolishness right then and there you would be my boyfriend. not let me think about it. not but i find her attractive too. not but i dont like you as much. not i dont want you that badly anymore. im fucking crying im gonna stop now.